Thursday, September 30, 2004

lost?

I saw the "Lost" (men) boys of Sudan lastnight. Interesting doc. I felt that it could have been developed more, but it was good to get the story out and documented. I really need to get into film on some level...my genius is yet to be tapped. Anyone else seen it? If so, please share your thoughts.

(i)nsecurity.

I heard 2Pac talk about it in that last movie his mom n ‘nem put out. To hear someone like that talk about being insecure seemed somehow comforting. I’ve read abut Churchill, Napoleon, Socrates and people like Meth talk about it…Johnny Blaze? Churchill? It’s interesting how insecurity manifests itself in different people. I’ve noticed it a lot in women, specifically women I have dated in the past, who were all very bright, attractive, hard working people. Despite all their attributes and accomplishments they were still very insecure people inside. I started this post because of yesterday’s revelation that I am slim. Actually its not a revelation. I have been slim my entire life. Being slim is a unique position to be in. Because you are slim people feel free to remind you of it on a regular basis. I can’t imagine walking up to someone eating a value meal and saying, “That’s why you are fat”. But people feel free to walk up to me eating marinated veggies and a tofu salad sandwich and say… “that’s why you are skinny”…with that semi-disgusted, lip turned up, look on their face. I have been slim my entire life…even when I was eating dead cow steaks and pig ear sandwiches with my favorite uncle. There is this vague sense of what size everyone should be. My daughter used to be slim, everyone used to say she need to be bigger…give her some junk food. No she’s bigger than THE size that I guess they had in mind, now they’re sitting back sucking their teeth…at a child. I will never fully understand American society. This society seems to be fueled by a collective insecurity that someone might look, think or behave “differently” from the NORM…whatever the fuck that is. As usual this post is all over the place not making a definitive point about anything in particular…but it’s a post. Class assignment: try and find the Commodores song Zoom…bump it for like a hour and turn in a two paragraph critique of the song…no cheap shots on Lionel’s hair. Jazz...see me after class.

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

"ideal" weight

according to this site I need to gain about 20 pounds...who the fuck are they to tell me how much I should weigh? Arent we all diffrent? Isn't ok if we dont all look alike?

I should have named this post "the devil is a lie".

hey kids...

Lunch break blog…


Eating my salad and veggie burger (I refuse to pay $5 for one of these again)…I realized one thing. I am a really difficult person to deal with in a relationship. Im selfish and moody. …I need to work on that. Ok kids, I break the TV watching ban tonight to catch the new episode of the Apprentice. They tried to sneak one in early. One of my innercircle says that he heard from the nerdvine who is going to win…when I get a name I’ll pass it on and start the blog rumor mill. Im going to copy QG with the questions…

1.How old were you when you got your first real kiss?
2.What was your first car?
3.If you were trapped on a desert island and had to listen to one album/cd what would it be.
4.If you could meet any one dead or alive who would it be and what would you like to do with him/her/them (if it’s a group)?
5.Do you pee in the shower?

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

$

What would you do for money? Would you let a rapper slide a credit card down the crack of your a$$? Would you cheat, lie? How important is having money?

Monday, September 27, 2004

currently listening to...









weekend fun




Its weird how things go...

So this weekend I spent very lazily...I tried to get into some book called Linden Hills or something...It reminded me of the QG posses of the world...I couldn't get into it. Played some golf...made some marinated kale (bumpin!)...tofu wantons (not the same meal...but none the less bangin!)...made some fresh blackeyed peas ( I got from Whole Foods) and rice, (again not the same meal but they were sayin' somethin nonetheless). And spent the bulk of my weekend thinking about my future...*sigh*

change of subject

I have this bet going that I will not watch TV, and I almost lost it this weekend. Being an only child I feel like I have an special albeit non-healthy relationship with TV...it was there for me everyday after school...when I went off to college it helped me sleep...it's how I spent time with my dad...its warm radiation emitting glow has been a constant in my thusfar unstable life. Public television made me interested...Powerhouse...Getting to know me. The A-Team made me excited and made me feel cool at the sametime. Watching sports was an activity that my dad and I could do together that didn't interfere with all important weed and beer habbit that is so dear to his heart. Watching TV I could go on Saturday morning adventures with Merlin Perkins, and see what country people thought was funny on Hee Haw. The General Lee on the Dukes of Hazzard made me want to be country. Watching C.H.I.P.S made my Huffy into a California State Patrol motorcycle. Seeing the supple lithe moist bodies on Soul Train was my first notion that my pee pee was for more than doing number one. TV was my sibling, my escape... Being without her has been rewarding but hard. I have so much to say but no time to say it

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Cotton Pickin'

I need to get on my grind...I'll be slow on post for a while...

Friday, September 17, 2004

Blogs the new media revolution?

Blogger immediately questions the documents used in CBS 60min.

Rather and the Suits face crushing evidence that CBS relied on bogus military documents in a recent "60 Minutes II" hit piece challenging President Bush's National Guard service. Questions about the authenticity were first raised last week on the indispensable conservative Internet forum, FreeRepublic.com, then amplified and supplemented by the intrepid independent bloggers of Powerline, Little Green Footballs, INDC Journal and Allahpundit.

http://www.philly.com/mld/dailynews/news/opinion/9685939.htm?1c
will more and more blogs become less dribble about my record collection and more relevant?

Da hook up...

everyone claims they have the hook up until you have the cash. I need some equipment, if anyone knows where I can get the "hook-up" on a AKAI 2000xl or a 4000 please drop me a line.



Fickle women

Women have never really been a problem for me. I consider it location (the ratio here is great) and honestly I’m a OK dude. Every woman that knows me says that I’m “different”. I also am a only child so for years it has been just me. I can entertain myself for months on end. In the beginning of every relationship its always the same…they go out and get Archangel tatted (that was spell check not me) on their neck, walk around with halters with my picture on it…falling thru with beer and tabuli. Eating my tofu scramble the morning after. Then it happens…the change. Why do women change?

Jean Grea- Jeanius

Im not a female MC fan...I have porbaly like 3 in my entirelife Mecca, Lyte, and Kimberly (although I get tired of hearing about how good her pu$$y is, we get it.) I got the Dirty Mixes and in came Jean, the first female MC to actually speak about things I was/am going thru. Do yourself a favor and get her new album...Jeanius.




From me to you...

dont call me when RIAA tries to sue you... http://www.grokster.com/us/help/

Hip Hop being "taught" at Harvard

Harvard University, Graduate School of Education“Urban Youth Language, Art, and Culture: Hip-Hop,” Marcyliena MorganHuman Development and Psychology (H-728), 2000-2001http://www.ksg.harvard.edu/wappp/research/hgse.html
Urban youth in the United States and throughout the world are of national and international importance as they experience new technologies, identities, and the overall effect of globalization and urbanization. This course examines the development of hip-hop in the United States and its importance as a cultural, political, and artistic resource for youth. In particular, the course will examine hip-hop literacy, language and learning, art, performance, and dress design. Topics include community, crime and justice, economics, education, family, history, identity, language, politics, sports, race and racism, and sex and sexism. Particular emphasis will be placed on the value and limits of hip-hop in the classroom, its history, and its role in framing urban youth identity.

Thats my "negro please" post for the day.

Learn how to crip walk

here.

My PSA for the day...




***Drags soap box out of the closet, walks downtown with microphone and a bullhorn***
Live a conscious life. Please don’t walk around in a fog. In particular know what you are eating. I have a coworker that is my age that has diabetes, or “sugar” as its called on my side of town. There is a direct correlation between your health and what you eat, the products you use on your body and the environment we live in. Treat your body like the gift that it is. If you eat meat, don’t eat that factory-farmed bullshit you get in restaurants or the grocery store. Look for ethical local farmer that have grass fed animals. Pick up a copy of Fast Food Nation. Do some research. At least be informed. Buy natural and organic when you can. You would be surprised how many chemicals we put in our body on a daily basis? If you can, try and adopt a more karma free diet.

-Sucka Free



http://www.smithsonianmag.si.edu/smithsonian/issues00/jul00/farm.html
http://wsare.usu.edu/sare2000/118.htm

Lesson for the day:

Ok kids todays lesson is keep your friggin mouth shut.

The race is won by the steady and swift...not the cocky.



The look on that dorks face when he was walking to the cab was priceless. Its like he dropped his face on the ground and it shattered.

NBC needs to update the Apprentice page asap.

That is all.


Thursday, September 16, 2004

Doing it.

Get your minds out of the gutter. I have always had an internal struggle about success and the definition of it and the degrees of success and what I feel I am comfortable with. For years I felt that ostentatious displays of wealth was unnecessary at the least and evil at the other extreme. I still feel like that in a way. We have pastors in my city that have private jets, and Bentleys. I was raised a Christian but I don’t offer myself as a well-read, knowledgeable Christian. From a purely definition of the word Christians are fowlers of Christ…I don’t see that as being in step with how Christ lived his life. Im not judging actions, I’m just offering a perspective of why I haven’t found a church home and really connected with the people there. For the past few years, well longer than that I have been trying to run away form something that I cant run away from, what I believe to be my purpose in life. Most of the people in my peer group have at least a bachelors degree most are working on or have finished graduate studies at some level. I would not say that anyone of them is “doing it”. They complain about their jobs, pay, bills and dating/married life. I think that the reason that none of them are “happy” or “doing it” is because we bought into a lie. Go to school, get a “good” job and get married. I don’t know one person that was pushed to follow his or her dreams. No one was taught how to successfully balance following your dreams and be strategic about how you do it.

**side bar, I’ve read this over and it dosent really make sence but maybe someone will grok*** where Im going with this**


In short I don’t believe that you can put limitations on what you do or how you do something if you are fulfilling your purpose.





***grok***To grok (pronounced GRAHK) something is to understand something so well that it is fully absorbed into oneself. In Robert Heinlein's science-fiction novel of 1961, Stranger in a Strange Land, the word is Martian and literally means "to drink" but metaphorically means "to take it all in," to understand fully, or to "be at one with." Today, grok sometimes is used to include acceptance as well as comprehension - to "dig" or appreciate as well as to know.
As one character from Heinlein's novel says: 'Grok' means to understand so thoroughly that the observer becomes a part of the observed - to merge, blend, intermarry, lose identity in group experience. It means almost everything that we mean by religion, philosophy, and science - and it means as little to us (because we are from Earth) as color means to a blind man.



Oh, payment for the Quattroporte?? Give me your routing number I'll have the bank wire it to you.

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

Nuck if you buck...



I was in the car this morning smiling as this song came on the radio and I realized a few things. I consider myself a very open minded and progressive person, but some things will stay the same.

I will have a weakness for some southern rap music. I think Mr. Mixx was a genius. I will continue to diligently search for a collection of King Edward J tapes.


I will be playing video games for years to come.



I will always be a dork.



I will always be secretly attracted to ghetto girls.

I will always feel creepy walking thru any women’s underwear department.

I will never stop diggin’



(thanks soulman)

My hump day things I miss list:

My dog

My first skateboard

Cool Mixtape covers

Thinking that men could fly

When I thought grown-ups were cool



Loving Saturday mornings




Thinking it was ok to spend over a hundred dollars on sneakers

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Count Bass D

Love his music...dude has talent and a cool first name...check out his site and cop a listen to Dwight Spitz... and one of my personal favorites...Pot Holders.

Saul Williams

Album hits stores Sept. 12

I know this is not politically correct, but I am so tired of spoken word. But after listening to the new Saul Williams I realized that its only because everyone with something to say shouldn’t get up and say it, just like everyone shouldn’t rap. Just say no and leave it to Saul and the rest of the professionals. But I correct myself…it’s a free world, speak on.
Thanks to Cocaine

Fuk New Y0rk

Ok, here we go…

I have a problem with white AmeriKKKa, actually that’s not specific enuf. I have problems with the “left” and the “right”. Here is one of the problems I have with the “Right”. “Right” wing AmeriKKKa in their pompus, arrogant “family values” retoric pretends like there isn’t a double standard…two sets of rules.

ORLANDO, Florida (CNN) -- Orlando police said Tuesday that Noelle Bush, the daughter of Florida Gov. Jeb Bush, is under investigation after staff at a drug treatment facility said she was found with a "white rock substance" that tested positive for cocaine.
A statement said officers were dispatched to the Center for Drug-Free Living about 8:45 p.m. EDT Monday to investigate a complaint involving Noelle Bush.
The statement said officers were told Bush was found in possession of "a small white rock substance." Officers field-tested the substance, which was 2 grams, and it came back positive for the presence of cocaine, police said.
No charges have been filed, and Bush, 25, remained at the drug treatment facility.
In Tallahassee, Jeb Bush said he and his wife, Columba, had been told of the development.
His office issued a statement saying, "As Columba and I have shared before, the road to recovery is a difficult and long journey for those afflicted with addiction. My family loves Noelle very much and continues to pray for her continued progress. We again ask the public and media to respect our privacy during this difficult time for our family."
Noelle Bush was arrested in January when authorities said she attempted to use a fake prescription for the anti-anxiety drug Xanax at a Tallahassee pharmacy.
In July, a judge sent Bush to the Orange County Jail for three days after staff members at the facility accused her of violating the terms of her court-ordered drug treatment program by taking prescription pills from a nurse's office.
If Bush completes the treatment program, she will avoid jail time, and the fraudulent prescription charge against her will be dropped.

CRACK FUCKIN COCAINE. The Bushes have a rock star in the family. Did she go to jail. No. Did Rush Limbaugh do jail time? No.

George W. has been reported to have had a cocaine habit himself in the past. Family values my eye.

The unit that Bush was assigned to was known as the Champagne Squadron because of the number of sons of American millionaires who served in it. The unit included the sons of former Texas governor John Connally and former senator Lloyd Bensten, as well as several members of the Dallas Cowboys American football team.
http://www.sundayherald.com/44773

Yet he can send Americans to die in Iraq under the guise of “protecting AmerIKKKa” Iraq was developing nuclear weapons…Saudi Arabia was home of 9 of the 12 9/11 terrorist and they HAVE nuclear weapons, we few Saudi’s out on Private Planes. Maybe their 3TRILLION dollars in the economy have something to do with that.


…Im sorry Im just mad because people at my job are Bush penis jockeys. My next post will be about Garbage Pail Kids or something.

Monday, September 13, 2004

funny how the mind works...

A friend and I were talking about nothing, and he mentioned the scene in Soul man where the guy is picturing his daughter marring the "black guy"...so he pictures the guy in a red zoot suit, with a huge hat, with his feet on the table, eating a piece of watermelon asking his "bitch" for his hypodermic needle, and another slice of watermelon...any way Rae Dawn Chong was in that move ...Here's one time for my fantasy woman during my puberty-pre-sex age... Rae Dawn Chong...

"It's worrrrrkingggggg!!!!!"


was she in every movie of the 80's???



Junk Yard Politics...

I was reading this Bolg and it reminded me how politics make me sick, these people are selfish and money-driven elitist, that are spending their time getting you to belive that the can identify with "the common man" have no idea what its like to pay their own taxes let alone live a "normal life"

Bush and Kerry....cousins...19th removed...but still related...

http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2004/03/04/politics/main604163.shtml

Saddam and Rumsfeld

http://www.gwu.edu/~nsarchiv/NSAEBB/NSAEBB82/index.htm

The Devil and Lucifer... the US and it's foreign policy at work.

George Lucas.

I saw this great thing on the Star Wars trilogy last night. It was great. I have always been a Star Wars fan probably a level 2.5 Star Wars fan. I have always love interesting films and the first few Star Wars I loved…I digress… The special on the Star Wars movies was amazing and Im not a huge Star Wars fan. The amazing part was how the movies came about. Nothing like Star Wars had ever been made before. The dialog was so foreign to the actors that during the filming of the first movie they didn’t really take it seriously. The studio and the crew unions threatened to shut down shooting several times. When actual filming with the actors had finished he didn’t really have a movie…James Earl Jones had not been brought on for Vader’s voice, the special effects company was seriously behind schedule and it looked like the film would never be released and his career was in jeopardy. We know how the story ended. We all get caught up in obstacles in our lived. The only thing that all successful people have in common is that they never quit and never made excuses for why they couldn’t accomplish something. Below is homage to Mr. Lucas and not quitting.








http://theforce.net/humor/videos/Simpsons-ComicBookGuylovesJarJar.mov

To Me It May Concern:

Dear Me,

You have been on my mind a lot lately so I thought I would spend some time to write you a letter. Actually I have never written you before, it’s a first for me, for us for that matter. Last night while reading in bed I realized that I have been letting you down. I have gotten complacent at times. I haven’t internalized the goals that need to be accomplished. I have wasted countless hours and money on activities that have nothing to do with who we are and where we are going. I know that you weren’t put here just to exist and live the same life that the people around you are living and I will not condemn you to that life through mental and physical inertia. I love you and I want the best for you. We have a world to effect.

Libertas,
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Black W4ll $treet

Ok kids today is Monday Sept. 13 Black history day for my readers...you will notice that there will be many black history days, not just once a year in my classroom, todays syllabus was prepared by inspiration from a co-worker droping knowledge me instead of telling me his problems like my other co-workers...

the text was provied buy www.blackwall$treet.free$erver$.net, enjoy






If anyone truly believes that the last April attack on the federal building in Oklahoma City, Oklahoma was the most tragic bombing ever to take place on United States soil, as the media has been widely reporting, they're wrong -- plain and simple. That's because an even deadlier bomb occurred in that same state nearly 75 years ago. Many people in high places would like to forget that it ever happened.
Searching under the heading of "riots," "Oklahoma" and "Tulsa" in current editions of the World Book Encyclopedia, there is conspicuously no mention whatsoever of the Tulsa race riot of 1921, and this omission is by no means a surprise, or a rare case. The fact is, one would also be hard-pressed to find documentation of the incident, let alone and accurate accounting of it, in any other "scholarly" reference or American history book.
That's precisely the point that noted author, publisher and orator Ron Wallace, a Tulsa native, sought to make nearly five years ago when he began researching this riot, one of the worst incidents of violence ever visited upon people of African descent. Ultimately joined on the project by colleague Jay Wilson of Los Angeles, the duo found and compiled indisputable evidence of what they now describe as "a Black holocaust in America."
The date was June 1, 1921, when "Black W4ll $treet," the name fittingly given to one of the most affluent all-Black communities in America, was bombed from the air and burned to the ground by mobs of envious whites. In a period spanning fewer than 12 hours, a once thriving 36-Black business district in northern Tulsa lay smoldering--a model community destroyed, and a major African-American economic movement resoundingly defused.
The night's carnage left some 3,000 African Americans dead, and over 600 successful businesses lost. Among these were 21 churches, 21 restaurants, 30 grocery stores and two movie theaters, plus a hospital, a bank, a post office, libraries, schools, law offices, a half dozen private airplanes and even a bus system. As could have been expected the impetus behind it all was the infamous Ku Klux Klan, working in consort with ranking city officials, and many other sympathizers.
In their self-published book, Black Wallstreet: A Lost Dream, and its companion video documentary, Black Wallstreet: A Black Holocaust in America!, the authors have chronicled for the very first time in the words of area historians and elderly survivors what really happened there on that fateful summer day in 1921 and why it happened. Wallace similarly explained to me why this bloody event from the turn of the century seems to have had a recurring effect that is being felt in predominately Black neighborhoods even to this day.
The best description of Bl4ck W4ll$treet, or Little Africa as it was also known, would be liken it to a mini-Beverly Hills. It was the golden door of the Black community during the early 1900s, and it proved that African Americans had successful infrastructure. That's what Black Wallstreet was all about. The dollar circulated 36 to 100 times, sometimes taking a year for currency to leave the community. Now in 1995, a dollar leaves the Black community in 15-minutes. As far as resources, there were Ph.D.'s residing in Little Africa, Black attorneys and doctors. One doctor was Dr. Berry who owned the bus system. His average income was $500 a day, a hefty pocket change in 1910. During that era, physicians owned medical schools. There were also pawn shops everywhere, brothels, jewelry stores, 21 churches, 21 restaurants and two movie theaters. It was a time when the entire state of Oklahoma had only two airports, yet six Blacks owned their own planes. It was a very fascinating community.
The area encompassed over 600 businesses and 36 square blocks with a population of 15,000 African Americans. And when the lower-economic Europeans looked over and saw what the Black community created, many of them were jealous. When the average student went to school on Black Wallstreet, he wore a suit and tie because of the morals and respect they were taught at a young age.
The mainstay of the community was to educate every child. Nepotism was the one word they believed in. And that's what we need to get back to in 1995. The main thoroughfare was Greenwood Avenue, and it was intersected by Archer and Pine Streets. From the first letters in each of those three names, you get G.A.P., and that's where the renowned R and B music group the Gap Band got its name. They're from Tulsa.
Black Wallstreet was a prime example of the typical Black community in America that did businesses, but it was in an unusual location. You see, at the time, Oklahoma was set aside to be a Black and Indian state. There were over 28 Black townships there. One third of the people who traveled in the terrifying "Trail of Tears" along side the Indians between 1830 to 1842 were Black people. The citizens of this proposed Indian and Black state chose a Black governor, a treasurer from Kansas named McDade. But the Ku Klux Klan said that if he assumed office that they would kill him within 48 hours. A lot of Blacks owned farmland, and many of them had gone into the oil business. The community was so tight and wealthy because they traded dollars hand-to-hand, and because they were dependent upon one another as a result of the Jim Crow laws. It was not unusual that if a resident's home accidentally burned down, it could be rebuilt within a few weeks by neighbors. This was the type of scenario that was going on day- to-day on Black Wallstreet. When Blacks intermarried into the Indian culture, some of them received their promised '40 acres and a mule' and with that came whatever oil was later found on the properties.
Just to show you how wealthy a lot of Black people were, there was a banker in the neighboring town who had a wife named California Taylor. Her father owned the largest cotton gin west of the Mississippi [River]. When California shopped, she would take a cruise to Paris every three months to have her clothes made. There was also a man named Mason in nearby Wagner County who had the largest potato farm west of the Mississippi. When he harvested, he would fill 100 boxcars a day. Another brother not far away had the same thing with a spinach farm. The typical family then was five children or more, though the typical farm family would have 10 kids or more who made up the nucleus of the labor.
On Black Wallstreet, a lot of global business was conducted. The community flourished from the early 1900s until June 1, 1921. That's when the largest massacre of non-military Americans in the history of this country took place, and it was lead by the Ku Klux Klan. Imagine walking out of your front door and seeing 1,500 homes being burned. It must have been amazing.
Survivors we interviewed think that the whole thing was planned because during the time that all of this was going on, white families with their children stood around the borders of their community and watched the massacre, the looting and everything--much in the same manner they would watch a lynching.
In my lectures I ask people if they understand where the word "picnic" comes from. It was typical to have a picnic on a Friday evening in Oklahoma. The word was short for "pick a nigger" to lynch. They would lynch a Black male and cut off body parts as souvenirs. This went on every weekend in this country, and it was all across the county. That's where the term really came from.


Self worth

After visiting a relative recently, I have been bothered by how people interact with each other, ere go the following post about negative people that shouldn’t be occupying my daily thoughts.
How do people determine self worth? There are certain people in my family that constantly find fault with other people. This one is crazy, this one is too smart for their own good, this one cant cook…you get the idea. The same section in my family is what I refer to as nuvo-middle class. Maybe its just me but they assume since they are nuvo-middle class…they are inherently better than me…and most people for that matter. Mind you these people aren’t Ivey League educated, hell they aren’t even Community College educated, they aren’t independently wealthy business owners…they are smucks that go to a job everyday like me. Have they traveled the world??? No. Well read?? No. Is looking down on people a way for some people to create the illusion of a positive self-image? Looking down on people is a huge part of American culture. Television shows are dedicated to it…weather subtle or overt…its in our music and everyday water cooler conversation.

Friday, September 10, 2004

Weekend soundtrack

Insanity is doing the same thing and expecting different results. Switch it up. Everything. Start with what you listen to…if you don’t like my syllabus create your own the point is expansion thru exploration.

Homework: Ok kids get these on the d0wnload and then go out and support these artist.

Music to spend your weekend with

Funk Factory: Rien Ne Va Plus
Mr.D00m: Nuttin like assassination day (followed closely by) S0ngs in the key 0f trife
Phil Ranelin: Vibes from the tribe
Bohannon: Save our souls and Singing a song for my mother
Heatwave: Star 0f a st0ry
Bwana: Chapumbambe and Tema De Bwana
Lootpack: Weeded Remix
Gil Scott Heron: (anything really but start with this…) Its your world, H20 gate blues, or the extended version of In the Bottle on Its your world.


Put away your copy of Justified, Twelve Play, Lean back, and Confessions Pt.13… and try something new

THEIVES IN THE TEMPLE

I have found out that my last page was used aginst me in real life…hence a new page…updates to follow.

Mr. Wrestling #1




People use the internet for different things. I know people that use the internet to “hook up” for sex. I know people that use the internet as a social club. The list goes on and on. Personally I like the anonymity that the internet provides me. It’s as if I’m the masked wrestler from parts unknown. I might look like KRS with a mask on but no one knows for sure. In my daily life family, friends, co-workers and strangers judge you based on who they perceive you are. On the internet I have the ability to indulge and explore all facets of my personality without limits and without having to deal with others perceptions what I say or do.

Due to negligence on my part I believe that someone close to me read my page. I fell like someone broke into my house, or worse. If complete strangers that I will never see in my life know things about me I could careless. No loss. But if someone form my circle knows how I feel, its as if I have stepped into the book the Emperors New Clothes . So needless to say, new day. New attitude.